Robert

Sometimes I wonder. I look at the choices i've made in my life and wonder why i did not think many of my actions through. I have hurt so many. I feel hurt. I am nothing really, the one thing I want out of life I cannot get because it would be the last selfish act I would make. I want to smile but all I feel is that I can do wrong. The way i treat my loved ones, sickens me. The way i treat my self shocks me. I just want to sleep, to sit, to stay lethargic and put. I don't see the point in trying because I have given away all of my eggs. My basket is empty and their is nothing left of it. I'm selfish, self absorbed and lazy. I'm cruel and manipulative. I'm nothing. Seeing it and understanding it doesn't help me. Babbling like this is just another excuse for attention. Nobody will respond because i have wasted all of my ties away. I am alone. I am alone because i made it that way.

Merry Christmas, Wheee lotta fun. Yup

Moving back to Ct

Moved back to Florida. living with my best Friend Ashlee. I just hope to god that she doesn't kill me before the end of the week.

This sucks alot i hope you know that. But hey look on the bright side at least you've made me feel what i havn;t in a long time.

Tis be a sign.

Current Glee.

photo fun was had yesterday... and then i went to work and made photos... yea

purchased a ibanez turo tube screamer within the first half hour of having it in my house i blew out my ears heh go me... tone was way to high...

Sending in my fee's for ccm tommorow.
meh

Photo lab from doom has got me ouch.
Ra1se soon, new g4's and jams jams jams... ye ha
oOoOo

kyle just went back to cali. good times. back to work yea.

Happy Valent1nes//S1ngles Awareness Day !!!!!

Have a Great Day Everybody

photo lab just rec1eved 1ts downgrade on thursday, pulled a dbl fr1day, sat, and worked an 8 hour sh1ft today... maybe our downgrade 1sn't such a bad th1ng. over t1me == awesome. go1ng to be gett1ng my car repa1red soon. woot. few more months t1ll 1 own 1t outr1ght. whee. Scout1ng out stud1os 1n ct, look1ng at classes 1n nj 1n case 1 can';t move out on my own by next semester.

Ct trip was cancelled when i was almost about to board the train. called ahead to make sure i had room and board set up, turns out my friend had family issues. trying again this upcoming weekend or the weekend after. Yea.

Heading to ct tonight. Add a comment if you want to hang out if not, XP

Its official, my system down grade shall be in effect early next week. In other news i have found some interesting ways to make money. Apparently the locals of New Prov. have difficulty surrounding anything computer related. I think i have myself a juicy little money maker. Guess working in the photo lab does have its benefits...

Thinking about coming to Ct this weekend or next weekend. Wanna see if i can get my plan into action as a test in ct first. i also need to go visit my bank and set some things straight. Ye Haw.

Trying to get my two weeks of vacation going from cvs. Getting paid to sit on my ass priceless... Thinking about trying to go on a visit to florida. Ma friend Ashlee keeps telling me i have to move back down... meh. ALso thinking about making a trip to Ct during my two weeks. If not then at least soon. i have not been out of nj for a while now... gasp..... Very slow photo day YEAAA!!!... j/k. On the plus side i have been able to make some really cool prints by tweaking with our color chemistry,,, ooops. ha ha ha. Screwing with that machine so all prints come out better when i am processing them. ^^ Need more labcoat. mmmmmeeeeeeehhhhh

SO i was thinking that maybe i would get super powers....
There was a chemical spill at work today while i was in the stock room. To make a long story... ok well a short story shorter, I had a tote of our photo chems fall on me. Oh snap. Cleaned my self and stripped of soaked clothes asap, so exposure was contained. to my arms and chest. just a little rash though -_-; Should clear up in a day or two.
On the plus side though maybe i will get super powers... that would be cool.
Nothing else.... My fish do look happy though, i think.